Just came back to Singapore from Malaysia. In a bad mood right now. Have a family issue going on because I can't communicate well with my dad.
I don't know what he wants.
He don't know what I want.
All I know is that my parents want me to visit them in Malaysia whenever I am free. But what about my new friends in Singapore??..
They also wanted me to call them to talk to them when I am in Singapore. But I don't talk much. There will be a long moment of silence if I have to talk to my dad though the phone. I hate myself for being an introvert.
Because I am afriad of the crowd. I insist to study in a private international school when I was young in Malaysia. And I mean it, really private. The total number of students in that school (including primary and secondary) are just around 2oo~5oo. And the total amount of my friends in Malaysia (which are still in contact with me) are less than my fingers.
I am a.....
total failure when it comes to communicating with others.
loser in managing kinship, friendship and even love.
Kinship
-hardly talk to my parents. Couldn't communicate with my dad. I think I am inherited by his personality. We oftenly raise our voice when communicating and end up making the convertation to an arguement. Made my sis worry for me. She even argued with my bro-in-law about this issue...
Friendship
-Quiet most of the time. Don't know how to entertain. emotionless sometimes...
Love
-afraid to let her know. Only do little things for her secretly. Don't know how to comfort her when she's sad. In short, no confidence in me at all.
I don't know what he wants.
He don't know what I want.
All I know is that my parents want me to visit them in Malaysia whenever I am free. But what about my new friends in Singapore??..
They also wanted me to call them to talk to them when I am in Singapore. But I don't talk much. There will be a long moment of silence if I have to talk to my dad though the phone. I hate myself for being an introvert.
Because I am afriad of the crowd. I insist to study in a private international school when I was young in Malaysia. And I mean it, really private. The total number of students in that school (including primary and secondary) are just around 2oo~5oo. And the total amount of my friends in Malaysia (which are still in contact with me) are less than my fingers.
I am a.....
total failure when it comes to communicating with others.
loser in managing kinship, friendship and even love.
Kinship
-hardly talk to my parents. Couldn't communicate with my dad. I think I am inherited by his personality. We oftenly raise our voice when communicating and end up making the convertation to an arguement. Made my sis worry for me. She even argued with my bro-in-law about this issue...
Friendship
-Quiet most of the time. Don't know how to entertain. emotionless sometimes...
Love
-afraid to let her know. Only do little things for her secretly. Don't know how to comfort her when she's sad. In short, no confidence in me at all.
During winter, porcupines have to gather to keep themselve warm.
However, they will hurt each other with their quills whenever they are too close but will also freeze to death whenever they are too far apart.
There's a suitable distance for every relationship so that we neither hurt nor forget each other.
